Revolving door forever spinning, I don't know where to get off- What is truth, this severed reality? Trapped inside a circular maze Of juxtaposed answers... Every face, a stranger that knows me- Yet I know nobody at all.
I've let go of everything, However the chips may fall- Too many roads ahead To even know where I am; Who is the man I've become? Descending, the sky is safe, A friend I am leaving forever; I'm in a free fall of fear, I dont know if I will survive- But I have to find the ground
You are a light in this world, I saw it for myself- I was in the darkness, And you touched me with your Sweet, sweet spirit... I wanted to get so close to you, You had what I did not; You will always be so special- I thank you for your kindness, And I will always love you.
The human touch Mends a broken soul- It cuts through a calloused Heart that no longer feels; False guilt is a subtle one, It has so many faces It can't be easily recognized- But grace changes people When it is not just voiced, But radically demonstrated.
Touching the face of madness, You can get a finger bit off! Nevertheless, I am thankful For once having been there & back- God broke me open And showed me other's pain; Schizophrenics, manic depressives Are his exceptional people- While most of us are whiling in leisure, They are daily fighting monsters... They are God's gift to us As stewards of his kindness.
I've been to the edge, And I've fought my way back- Formidable walls have crept around me; Been told my legs were useless, That I'd never walk again- Depression has become a confidante... But I've beat down those walls, And stood up to the odds- I'll walk through the darkness As I've done so many times; Life's hard until it gets harder, At times life's up for barter... You gotta decide what's worth living for!
I am a needy person In a self sufficient world- I dont understand its coldness... I'm told I'm "Codependent." If I understand its terms, It suggests one who tries To intervene, & rescue others; Not to put myself on his caliber, But wouldn't that make Jesus Christ, codependent? I think the world Has forgotten its humanness...